The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waitinf ro you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waitinf ro you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waitinf ro you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
('Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me)
I'm not moving
(And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be)
I'm not moving
(Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet)
I'm not moving
(And you'll see me waitinf ro you on the corner of the street)

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move

This might be irritating, but I really like this song mah. so nice! =D

Went out earlier, bought somethings, bring them home all the way, then when i opened the package, to my horror, it's.... broken. cuts cuts cuts! i just realized something. i didn't feel anything on my finger until i saw blood just flowing out and dripping! amazing. no pain!

now i see how cuts can really hurt. why parents won't allow their kids near the broken glasses. you won't even know the glass pierced through luh! omg.

but it's a small cut on my finger luh, still alright =)

tomorrow going for the lecture in school, by this guy Mr. Khoo Swee Chiow. met him before on cruise Aqua. in StarCruise organised by SP. tml going down to see him again bah =)

wonder if he remembers me. i respect this guy man! gonna get something down =)

after talk probably joining OB for dinner bah. hahahahahahas!

then saturday, OB again! for a full day out and possibily tonning. but i'm not so sure about tonning, sunday meeting ming ming they all seh. 12pm at JP, for another day out. see how i'm gonna survive. hurhur.

I AM STRONG! I'm a superhero in my world, and I will bring that image (at least a little bit) into this reality! >,<

and every superhero will have to put on a mask.

Josh said no.

Josh was the most fortunate man on earth. He had many friends who loved him, siblings who grow up with him, parents who shower attention on him. Everything he wanted or asked for, he gets it.

One day, josh got hit by a truck and landed in hospital. His spirit left his body and God stood there, standing beside him.

God and Josh stood there for days while Josh's body was in coma. Days passed, friends and relatives came and went. Each single day, packs of friends and relatives sat by his bedside and wept. The all prayed to God for a miracle, that Josh would wake up safe and sound.

On the seventh day of his stay in the hospital, God asked Josh, "Look around you, look at the number of people who love you. Look at the worth of your life on this earth. Just one word from you, and i will allow you to go back to your earthly home, back to your friends and relatives, back to the people who love you. What say you?"

Josh turned his back to his lying body and the people who loved him, and his answer was no.

My question is, why did Josh say no?

I took this from Lyn's blog, i find it rather amusing yet it sets my mind thinking. eh eh, blog hopping hop until something like this is really interesting. her blog is full of..emotions? very unlike her. something i'd expect but never so deep.

So why?

Weird weird dream...

Last night i dreamt of someone whom i hadn't really talk to in a long long time. talk as in really talk..

it was a weird weird dream. and earlier, one of my friend told me, "sometimes, dreams are your secret desires." how true is that? i don't know. but i still don't believe it. LOL! just plain weird luh!

anyways, wow jewellcy can really compose mail! like first time i recieve this kind of mail from NPOB lei. so informative! lols. but seriously, deserves a praise. i will save it and use for future references =P

but seriously, what are dreams?

this post is so short. anyways, tomorrow going meet cousins, etc, then going meet clement before he goes in! botak clement! lols. i think he'd be comical. his hair is so long, so used to it already.

gonna pick something nice to wear later. just for fun ^^

Nostalgic

I was suddenly reminded of this song, and i wonder.. like what ZY mentioned, everybody may listen to the same song, but it could invoke different feelings and different meanings. what does it mean here?

I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
That's the last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If our love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
But girl I'll make it easy for you

If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If our love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do
,to stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)

If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do

Past 5 days at Suntec Convention Centre was interesting one. first day was not really good because i know nobody there and everybody seems to know each other already! left out. but caught up quickly as people are friendly, and by second day i'm already enjoying the job.

initially i thought our boss (all female ones) are rather fierce, but they kinda broke down to friendlier creatures as time pass. i guess they just don't want people to climb over their heads bah =)

if you wonder what i work there as, i'm a Conference Assistant. which means anything related to the conference, whatever our boss wants us to do, we do. :D

SKW! kinda. my main post would be gate keeper, and surprisingly the most lasting one. those counter girls kinda don't need to come anymore after the 2nd day. because they weren't so much in need.

i have done some pretty interesting jobs, including ushering, gate keeping, setting up laptops, keeping them too, ticket collection at gate, ticket collection inside lunch area (and it's a pain! EVERY TABLE GO DISTURB THEM TO TAKE COUPONS!), and even tearing down papers. 2nd and 3rd day i also went to NUS UCC for this public talk by nobel winnders. they sure can research, but presentation skills suck! why i say that? because they hypnotise me. rawr! within 5 minutes somemore!

anyways, felt really fat during the job. because everyday can eat until full full! especially at NUS there, the food was excellent. thursday also, the tea break had BUTTER FRIED WINGS! omg. ate like 15 wings! =.=

greedy? it's just too nice. took turns to hide in the room near our station to eat! lols.

i think the greatest and stupidest achievement is stopping the BOSS of the conference from entering the pass holder's area. actually, we stopped the friend's wife, but after some arguement and he kinda brought up our boss' (the female one) name, we let them through. it wasn't until after when we heard from other gate keepers that we just denied entry of this super big shot. O.O

doesn't matter much i guess. we just did our job ^^

and of course, met some really cool friends and people. those conference delegates i wouldn't say name, but some are really damn friendly! =) i think that's how you should be to everyone. be friendly! people will like you better =)

my partner, Stan, and other gate keepers like Samuel, Swee Kit, Damien, Kayson, Justin, Daniel, etc etc etc. and our bosses, Juveana, Joey, and CHIP YING! hahahahahahas.

anyways, conference can be tiring when i got home. but i guess it's another new experience. now i wanna try sales. or something like that. because i discovered something, i put on a smiley face even when i'm tired. like in the conference, nobody believed that i'm really tired. Daniel couldn't, Stan couldn't. it's really tiring to smile, to put on a mask. but that has become a natural reaction or instinct for me already.

and now...

just got msn talk...

update sometime later bah =)

adios!

partially, pear is connected to lyn

when times are tough, and you got lost, just hold on and wait for awhile. when darkness falls and breakaway, the sun will shine and you will find your way!

There are times when we all feel lost, alone, and just want to break away from everything and stop right where we are. it's common and it's normal.

i once had that feeling, and i remember it was when i recieved my O' level result, and realized i failed english. my goal was always to get into a junior college then to university. it was trashed right at that moment.

i teared, i cried, i shivered, i couldn't believe anything that was on my hands and mind.

but that was in the past, and look where i am now? i'm happy with my life, my friends, my achievement. although i could have done much better, but this will be a stepping stone for me. i now know what i really want to do. i want to create inspiration in others, be a beacon of hope.

but that is a big story for many small hearts around, and i just want to dedicate the next following to a friend!

i miss you, and hope you will pull through the situation. you have walked far enough, and it's determination on your part. although the hardest part is knowing when to let go, i still hope you'll never have to meet this part. but even if you do, we'll still welcome you back! =)

i may not be a good listener, or even a good cheer-up-buddy. but i still hope i'll make a tiny mini difference in your mood. in the better-mood sense of course! =)

also to some other friends, life is just a plain paper, how you paint it is up to you, but you only have one paper; let me see your master piece!

and also to................................
listen to my first song! hehehehs!

LOVE!

yesterday's pinnacle race, 3rd place! wow. i think it's like... how long since i touched a medal?! omg.

it's a great achievement for me? because it's the first time i'm racing, and in this kind of adventure race too. in the race, really pushed damn hard. ran with TaiLim, and we really motivated to get a medal luh. it's really cool and great to aim high, and when you get it, it's damn fun.

i remember at the start, i really felt like giving up. but seeing T running so hard, i felt the motivation to carry on and bit my lips to push harder. we passed many, and were 2nd at the start.

the 3rd and 4th team caught up, and we were 4th. i really felt angry and discouraged. T even said if we cannot catch up to them, we shave botak uh! but by a twist of fate, we caught up with the 3rd while crawling under the bridge.

when we reach the bridge, 3rd was right in front of us. i just felt that surge of energy to surpass them, and literally leaping in front of them and by the time we got out of the bridge, we surpassed the 3rd team and put ourselves in 3rd place. it became a source of motivation for both of us.

continued running, until the bicycle station. with me always saying to run until the check point, we can rest a bit, we always ran when there's energy beaming.

the entire race, we couldn't really find the 2nd place anymore, they were always 6 minutes away from us. damn tiring, but really cool to have a partner to run, sharing the hardships down to even water, i'd say it's a feeling one should always remember.

in life, you'd probably never feel this same exact feeling again, because everybody change, so we should cherish.

we kept running, passed many other teams from other categories, and ran and ran and ran. so many helpers we passed by, so many players we ran through. it's great knowing we are better.

until school, our motivation never died. the "M" was a killer. it isn't as simple, and even if you seen it in a glance, you'd probably forget the arrangement.

the ascending and abseiling was cool, and swim too. then ran all the way to our ending point. 2hrs, 18mins.

my first medal in so many years. i think it's really cool.

after race, went home and met the rest for movie at Lido. Transformers 2

the movie is cool, but storyline is probably the main demerit luh. to me, i'd rate it 3/5 bah. ask me why it's so low, just simply because a movie is WOWed for it's graphics, i think the storyline is more important. remember how Titanic and Catch Me If You Can movies have not much fantastic graphics? they both got 5/5. most of the many movies like GodFather also had high ratings, and they were rated because of their captivating storyline.

Transformers' storyline is simply predicatable bah. =) so 3/5 star.

last night's HTHT was really and exposure session. mainly because of me, the awkward scenes and all. sorry J, but i felt that was the right thing to do. and perhaps what ZY said is right, i am truly selfish. it's a fact that i can change, and i should. it is always what kept me surviving for so long. or perhaps it's really just another side of me that surfaced?

"when asked a question, i'd always divert and twist." why? is it because of my defensive nature? am i truly just afraid of showing my true nature and thus surpressing it? or am i just another guy who doesn't want the whole world to know everything?

sometimes my inner self scares me. sometimes i know things before it even happen. sometimes unconciously i say things i don't know and it's true and right. hurhur.

shoot me.

REGINA, MING MING, DENISE, YING, SIEW YUNG, KINLU, I LOVE ALL OF YOU MAN!

okay that was total randomness. =)

Sugar Rush

They say sugar is brain food, i beg to similar! lols.

yesterday went for the race briefing, kinda interesting luh. but during the briefing, suddenly i felt like i can run for miles without stopping, and the charge is within me. at that moment, i really felt like i can outrun everybody there.

let's hope i get that motivation again tomorrow bah! TAI LIM! LETS GO! =D

after briefing, went to sentosa to meet up with some of my META Campers. they organised an overnight stay at sentosa to have fun and all luh.

there were people like WeeXin, Jasmine, Sherwayne, Hakim, Shaun.. Michael and Mathew went off before i reached.. hahas! =P

throughout the whole night, we played, chatted, all heart-to-heart-stuffs luh.. hahas. really pleasant! i wish there were more outings like that.. where a small group of people would just sit down and talk..

i realized something. it doesn't matter the size of the group, but for heart-to-heart-talks, there has to be people who are willing to share, and also people who wouldn't cause distractions.. the things you hear, really interesting.. you just feel connected after.. =)

sessions like these seem to crease.. at least for me.. and people changed.. a tad sad luh, but nonetheless, i hope to keep those already close, close.. and those who could be close, closer..

stupid.

tomorrow pinnacle! this week i think i had the most weird and hectic one. so many tonnings! tomorrow is just pinnacle! and now i'm having a major headache! stupid stupid migraine.. =.=

wish i can like truly find out what you are thinking! gosh.